So I've gained twenty pounds since I started classes!! I used to weigh 105 and now I weigh 125. I always thought I was too skinny-- I hated when people called me skinny, it's just like being called fat. It's insulting! At first, I was filling out nicely and enjoying my new curves, and then I freaked out. I realized how much I had gained and couldn't fit into any of my clothes! I had a couple days where I really didn't know what I looked like or if I was getting chubby. After the initial shock, I grew into myself and accepted that I look good just the way I am.
I dont envy girls that look like sticks, I see models and flat tummies and I feel for them, because I've been there. I'm much more comfortable in my own skin now then I was when I was a borderline anorexic. All I can say is: girls, it's not worth it. Work with what ya got because curvy girls are beautiful and being too skinny is a curse. Take it from me!! It was awful!!
Nevertheless, I'm going to tone up and work on getting in shape like anybody should, but size truly does not matter.
